hurm.. apa aku merepek ni??

MONEY!!! we keep stressing ourself bout money, Hurm... bila di fikirkan, adakah duit tu begitu penting dalam hidup, tah lah.. nak kata tak pun mcm yer.. nak kata yer pun x tau... let c my point of view.. kita kata cinta tak mengenal duit atau harta.. betul ker??... bila x ada duit mula lah bergado.. benda yg kecik pun nampak besar.. nak masuk tandas yg kene bayar 20sen pun gado dulu saper nak kene bayar.... huhuhuhu.... tah lah, makan kene catu tapi yg peliknya duit beli prepaid x lak nak catu... x per perut lapar janji duit ada nak beli prepaid.. kalu boleh nak gayut smp monyet2 n beruk2 kat hutan pun naik confuse.. dia yg beruk ker aku yg beruk... tapi kalu ada duit lak, makan ngan agenda bergayut berkemungkinan besar x kan jadi masalah... duit ada nak beli prepaid nak makan apa tah lagi... tah lah.. mcm2.. fikir2 pasal duit ni memang x pernah abis, tp bg aku semua dalam hidup ni ada kos dia.. sama ada kos dia dalam bentuk mata wang atau dalam bentuk yg lebih halus... asal jgn yg kos yg kita bagi tu x berbaloi dgn apa yg kita dapat... perasaan syg pun satu harga gak.... cuma kita x boleh nilai berapa harga sesebuah perasaan itu, ada manusia kata syg kata cinta, lautan api pun sanggup dia sejuk kan.. tapi bila mata dan nafsu di sua ngan duit dah x ingat apa2.. x banyak kene sua baru dua,tiga posen dah serah segalanya... ada org yg berkata syg, tp di sua ngan benda yg lagi menarik tetap begitu syg dia... kadang2 kita terbayar sesebuah perasaan tu kepada seseorang yg tak pandai menilai dan menghargai... kadang2 kita terbayar kurang pada benda yg lebih mahal harganya...

its been awhile since i post anything.... hurm.. a lot of thing happen to me lately... some make me feel im lucky n some make me feel i had 21 years of bad luck... hahahah... but anyhow, its still the same feeling in da end of the day... i feel lucky and happy dat im alive and can get through it.. evan the result is not to my liking or easy said i failed to the task but at least i done it... nobody can say anything bout it... some thing cannot be change... people talk bout lot of things but in da end it depand how we can accept or how we receive it.. some people says thing dat we interperated differently from wat it meant to be... someone maybe just meant A but in our understanding Aa or just a.... then conflict happen... wat worse if that simple misunderstanding each other make a life long hate.. let says some one says, "hey, r u gaining weight coz u look plumper these day..... which i am... but if im understood differently, let say i undertsood like the person who says these meant that she or he notice me and concern bout my health or well-being... or i understood it differently she or he meant that i am FAT,UGLY,...well this can hurt my feeling n make me feel angry... hurm... Maybe that person just meant that u gaining weight, or he or she really meant ur FAT... who knows the only person dat knows is the person who said it...

TO ALL PEOPLE.. that i mis interprated or they mis interprated me... IM SO SORRY... Angry is a part of nature, and forgiveness is also a part of nature.. i ask ur forgiveness for all the misunderstanding that we may had in da past or da future...